Tested again this morning-still BFN. For the first time in all these years of IF treatment, I actually seriously thought about not going in for the beta draw-I mean, why make it worse? But, since I'm a medical follow-the-rules girl, I did it anyway, as well as take my morning Estrace dose.
I can't stop crying. Three mornings in a row now. Fucking stupid hormones. Fucking stupid HPT's.
Still have yet to hear in regards to the state of the 11 embryos that were being watched. Hopefully no news is good news, but I'm sure I'll find that out today too.
Worse case scenario-BFN beta and no embryos left. Since I have no job with insurance benefits that would cover a DE cycle, no money to self-pay and Sean's benefits are exhausted, that means we're done.
"So-So" scenario-BFN beta but we have frozen embryos to do a FET.
Best case scenario-well....you can figure that one out.
I'm preparing for the worst and hoping for at least so-so.
I really think that "best case" isn't an option.
Why me?
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6 comments:
I'm still thinking good thoughts for you. I'll be checking later to see what updates you have. I'm hoping for good news.
:( I'm with Heather and will continue to hope and think good thoughts.
I hope it's good news.
I'm crossing my fingers for you. Hang in there.
Everything is crossed. Please keep us posted, and know that everyone who reads this is sending you very positive thoughts. I'm still hoping for the best...
I'm crossing my fingers for you. Hang in there.
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