Thursday, April 24, 2008

Still here

Yeah, I'm still here. There really isn't much to write about, at least reproductively speaking.

Well, I mean there IS a whole lot, but then you'd think that I'm ten sorts of crazy, but trust me, I'm sure that you all will hear it in short order. I go back to Dr. Pipsqueak on Monday morning for the "Big Fat Failed Cycle" appointment. I'm not sure what I'm going to hear from her, but I'm sure that it'll be something that I'm not prepared for (since that is pretty much my MO for infertility), but we'll just have to wait and see.

I thank all of you for your thoughts, prayers, bitching and screaming along with me. Your support is so appreciated-words can't truly express that. There's been A LOT of shit going on here-the failed cycle, my grandfather's death (and trying to get my grandmother back here to live with my parents), and, now yesterday we had an incident in school (if anyone is in the Tri-State area, you probably know what I'm talking about).

I was there yesterday, and it was frightening that this happened in our school. It's scary that, in the world we live in that this should happen.

I just don't know what else to say, but I'll be back.


Ms. J said...

THANK YOU for checking in. I have been damn-near stalking your blog wondering how you are doing (okay, not really, don't worry I am not some weirdo -- but I have been stopping by every day during your blog hiatus).

I'm sorry things are so crazy and difficult. Whenever you're ready to talk (or not), we're all here and ready to listen, nod understandingly, and throw things along with you.

Shelli said...


I missed that news cap. But um, yeah, yet another reason for y'all to move.

Sending you love, and shoe shopping vibes. Spoke to cat - we'll plan a girls date for just us 3. SOON.

xoxoxoxox, and smoosh.

alicia said...

I am so glad you posted again! I was worried about you.

I hope your appointment goes well and that you aren't totally caught off guard.

Scary stuff about the shooting. Its a sad world we live in.

Kimmer said...

I'm sorry I missed your cycle and I'm sorry about the fucking negative. Just sucks...
I have no clue what happened at your school but hope that you are okay.

Thalia said...

Good to hear from you. Sorry to hear everything has been so incredibly stressful. Don't know what else to say. I'll be here no matter what.

~Denise~ said...

I'm sorry it was a BFN. That just sucks. Fucking sucks.