Wednesday, March 26, 2008

10dp3dt

BFN

Go fucking figure. Stop meds, wait for AF, rinse, repeat.

I hate my body.

That is all.

33 comments:

Katrina said...

Damn damn damn! I'm sorry. If you were close by, I'd bring over cake and candy and booze and chips and dip and ice cream. And booze.

Sending huge hugs...

squarepeg said...

I'm so so sorry. This whole thing fraking SUCKS.

Ms. J said...

Nothing good to say here. So sorry, honey. And sorry about your grandfather, too. He sounds like a very special guy, who was "promoted" to Heaven.

Isabel said...

I'm sorry about the BFN and about your granddad. He sounds like a wonderful person.

ilyse said...

S I am so so so sorry. I am sorry about your grandfather too. Sending some big hugs your way.

Colleen & Bill said...

**Lurker**
I am so sorry about your BFN and your Grandad! HUGS!

Morrisa said...

Darn! I am so so sorry! It just sucks!

jp said...

So very sorry to read this...

Anna said...

Oh, S. I am so so sorry. I'm sorry about your grandfather, too. I'm glad you'll be able to be around some family. Many hugs to you.

Anonymous said...

Don't give up just yet. Maybe tomorrow that line will show up. With my last pregnancy it took until day 16 I believe. Holding out hope for you.(what kind of test are you using, some are not very sensitive) I am so sorry about your Grandpa!

Shelli said...

fuckity fuck

DAVs said...

There are no words and there simply is no fairness in any of this. I'm sorry.

The Town Criers said...

I am sorry, sweetie. Both on the negative and the death of your grandfather. What a horrible convergence of events.

Carrie said...

:(

Jen said...

I'm so sorry. I will be thinking of you.

JJ said...

Im so very sorry, S.

Kymberli said...

I'm so sorry to hear both of your negative and of the loss of your grandfather.

Carrie said...

I am so very sorry, this is awful news. It is just so unfair.

I wish I had words appropriate to your hurt but there aren't any. I am sorry though.

And for the loss of your grandfather. I'm sure it all feels like it is too much.

Katie said...

So sorry. Thinking of you.

Roxanne said...

Oh crap. Damn. I really wanted there to be good news. :(

Gil said...

Dammit all to hell and back. I am so sorry. My condolences on the loss of your grandfather and the dashing of your hopes. Sending hugs your way.

neko said...

S, sending you love and all our good wishes. We are shaking our fists at the sky over here for you. There are no words for how frustrated and angry I feel which is only a fraction of what you feel. Know that you have a legion out here with you, loving you my friend. It sucks huge harry balls from hell, but you are not alone.

Also sending your whole family peace and comfort as they bid your dear grandfather farewell.

Erin said...

I am so sorry. Going through my 4th IVF, I know how old this can get. Hang in there.

Anonymous said...

*sigh* I'm so sorry to read that.

-kidsquared on lj

Nicole said...

I am so very sorry. I wish I were there to give you a big hug and join you in a martini.

Shell said...

That sucks. I'm sorry.

shazz said...

I am so sorry sweety! Come on girl we can't let this beat us!!

Sending los of hugs.

vamplita said...

Was your BFN through b/w, or POAS? If it was b/w, that does suck. If it was good ol' POAS, it ain't over 'til you-know-who shows up! Try to keep the faith.

Debbie said...

I'm so sorry. This sucks!

:(

Dagny said...

I'm so very sorry. :(

Infertility sucks.

Anonymous said...

((hugs))

karen in toronto

Ms. J said...

Hey Sweetie, I am worrying about you. Post us a lil' note, even if it's a rant.

We'll listen and nod affirmatively, I promise.

Dreamer4agift said...

I'm so sorry...