I still can't believe that I'm crazy enough to do this, and that this is really happening, but here it goes. I stopped my last BCP on Saturday night, got the Migraine From Hell today, which is my usual main symptom before I
This cycle feels weird to me, and not just because it's so unexpected. Part of it is the unfamiliar antagonist protocol (as opposed to the agonist-AKA "Long Lupron") protocol-I've never used Menopur; although it seems pretty straightforward, I'm having a little anxiety in having to daily mix the vials up-luckily I'm only on one vial (or 75IU) a day, along with 50 IU of Follistim daily. Plus, despite the fact that I'm a regular at the IVF Bar and Grille, the Menopur needles freak me out a little. At least there are these cool little things called Q-caps that are for the reconstitution of the powder, which is cool and eliminates the whole "OMGWTF I just stuck myself in the finger" scenario that likes to replay in my head.
I'm also a little freaked out since I'm what you call an "overachiever" in the follicle department-I know that this protocol is typically used for slow responders, and I'm scared that I'll get OHSS again. Of course, I know that this really isn't going to happen, since they're going to watch me like a paparazzo at the Robert Pattinson/Kristen Stewart residence, but still.....hyperstimming ain't really that much fun. Especially when you've been busting your ass at the gym and want to enjoy the last bit of the summer without people asking when you're due, when you're not even sure if you're knocked up yet. Yah.....good times!
At least, as Thalia pointed out in my last post, it's going to go quickly. The Long Lupron protocol is....well....LONG. Like you wonder if you're in that movie Groundhog Day long. This seems so much easier and less time-consuming, since you're knocking about two weeks off the process. Hopefully with this protocol change I might not only make a good amount of eggs (which I and the RE is certain I will), but that they might more than likely be "good" eggs. I did a little research on the supplement front, and I've found some data that using CoQ10 and melatonin is showing some preliminary positive signs of bettering egg quality. Of course you're supposed to start these 3 months before cycling for maximum effect, but I started taking them last week. The CoQ10 is taken at a pretty high dose (600-800 mg/day) but also has to be taken with a fat for better absorption, which is working out great with that fertility diet that I read. The melatonin is 3mg/nightly, and both are taken up until retrieval. Apparently, from what I've read, we lose both as we age, and it affects us from the cellular level, and CoQ10 especially seems supposedly helpful from everything to better heart health to migraine relief, and if it can't hurt, why the hell not try it-I've really got nothing to lose at this point.
But.....we have everything to gain.