Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Loopy Lupron, Redux

Jaysus, this self-injecting doesn't get any easier, does it? It doesn't matter how many times you've been through it before, it still sucks.

It took me almost a half hour to get the needle in-my brain just wouldn't let my hand do its job. I was getting so frustrated at myself, I wanted to cry. Then again, if the cat sneezed I want to cry. But, it's not like I don't know what sticking a needle in my stomach feels like. And, starting Friday (barring any problems at the suppression check that morning), it's not gonna get any easier, as I'll be adding FolliSTING to the cocktail. At least no more BCP's. I really think that the BCP/Lupron cocktail of the past five days is starting to get to me-I'm edgy, constantly queasy, exhausted and my face is looking like the eruption of Mount Etna, with the amount of zits that are there. I can't get up in the mornings, but, then again, I'm not sure if it's the meds of the fact that school is winding down (18 DAYS-WOOT!) and I'm just beat.

I do have to say, Sean is being really good to me, considering my constant feeling of being just at the edge of insanity. He cooked dinner and microwaved me a Wegmans Molten Chocolate Cake last night, and is getting takeaway tonight (Baja Fresh-yummy yummy Mexican). He's even been giving me foot massages, allowing me to hog all the bedcovers and is letting me yell at him for stupid things.

That's love, people-ain't I a lucky girl?

8 comments:

Meg said...

Yep, I agree. Love IS all about being able to yell at one's husband or stupid things. And don't let anyone tell you otherwise. x (P.S. 18 days!! I am so so jealous!)

Betty said...

Gotta love that man!
I hate it when the brain won't let the hands push the button...whilst you are standing around with a needle poking in your tum tum. Hang in there lovie.

cat said...

He's a keeper that guy. Totally agreed it is certainly love.

May the suppression check go smoothly.

Shelli said...

we love us some Sean.

I hope you have an EASY time with the follisting.

Needles SUCK - you are ALREADY a superstar!

Lut C. said...

Good luck on Friday!

Paige said...

I just wanted to tell you how much I love the look and design of your blog. Beautiful.

Good Luck with your check on Friday

Pamplemousse said...

Love your husband! Don't let the hormones beat you down.

Beth said...

"He's even been giving me foot massages, allowing me to hog all the bedcovers and is letting me yell at him for stupid things."

Yep, that's a keeper for sure. Good luck with the suppression check and the Follisting, the Gonal FreakOut is giving me some swift kicks.