Yeah, well.....it's not a good ending.
Beta 9.9 I have to stop progesterone, be back on Friday for more bloodwork to make sure that the beta is going down, and make a follow-up with the doctor.
I also get to do the Rhogam therapy tomorrow at the hospital, due to being Rh negative. Yay....another sick day taken due to this. Wonderfuckingful.
Oh, did I mention it's also my anniversary? Yeah. Happy Anniversary Sean. Too bad my gift to you is another dead baby. Who knew we'd be having THIS MUCH FUN nine years later.
What. The. Fuck.
27 comments:
I'm sorry. You're, both, in my prayers.
This stinks! I'm sorry...
I am deeply sorry for your loss, and all of the awfulness.
If I had a magic wand I would wave it ... But I know there aren't even words sufficient to touch your hurt.
I'm so sorry. There's nothing else to say, I'm just so sorry.
I am so sorry...
I am so sorry.
I am so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry.
Congratulations on nine years together.
Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry. I know how much this sucks.
it boggs my mind - really it does. I'm so sorry, I know no words will heal these wounds. Just know I'm thinking of you.
Oh, S. I am so very sorry for you both. How awful. Hang in there and just try to be there for each other. Hugs to you both on your anniversary.
Oh damn, I'm so sorry. I wish I had something to help heal your pain
oh fuck, man.
Love you
I am so, so sorry to hear this.
bollocks I am sorry
I'm sorry.
My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry.
I'm so very sorry, dear S. What awful news. To have that promise, and to have it snatched away like that after all this time...
Thinking of you on your bleak anniversary.
Stef,
I'm so, so sorry! That really sucks. You're all in my prayers.
Hugs
Dana
I am so incredibly sorry. :(
I'm so sorry to hear the news. I just recently started reading your blog after going through a transfer myself (still waiting to hear the results), and your blog gives me so much hope. Stay strong and happy anniversary.
Jeebus. That just sucks. "I'm sorry" seems really inadequate.
I'm sorry the news was bad, as bad as you feared. The timing is just fabulous, but the timing of thises thigns always is.
How I wish things were different for you.
Hi there,
Found your blog after doing ivf a week after you. Thank you for having the courage to write about your experiences. I have laughed and cried reading about what you have gone through. I just found out this morning that it didn't work for me either.....wishing you the best at this awful time.
I'm so sorry for you both.
I'm so sorry. How awful.
I'm so sorry. It sucks. It really f'n sucks.
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