Sunday, September 10, 2006

BFN

It's official. Not much else to say, I guess.

Stop all medications, wait for period (which I'm sure will be such a joy to have, considering all the drugs), call tomorrow to make appointment with Dr. Pipsqueak for a follow-up.

I'm really not surprised. Yeah, I'm sad, frustrated, and feeling more alone than ever. But I'm not going to think about it right now-I can't deal with it.

It really sucked to have to tell Sean-he's working one of the NYC fashion shows today, and I had to call him to tell him. Sorry babe, my uterus sucks big donkey balls. Better luck next time.

It's time to hit the wine, brie, sushi and Valium, and have a rip-roaring time. Although, I'd rather be up the pole, but beggars can't be choosers.

Same old shit, different flies.........I guess maybe I'm just used to the failure. Or perhaps my skin is thicker, who knows. All I know is that I'm not pregnant.

Yet again.


20 comments:

Shelli said...

fuck. I know that NO words, or lame ass attempts to make you feel better will work, so just know that I love you, and am thinking of you.

Keep me (us) posted - as to your plans when and if you make them, how the audition went, and if you are free on the 30th!

squarepeg said...

fuckaduck. I'm sorry. ugh. so, so sorry.

Jamie said...

I am so sorry. :(

The Town Criers said...

I'm sorry (both for the negative and the uterus sucking donkey balls).

(but more for the negative)

Nickie said...

damn. shit. fuck. crap. hell. SON OF A BITCH!

I'm sorry.

Thalia said...

Ah shit. Words are so hopeless at times like this, I am so sorry, S.

shazz said...

I am so sorry, sending you a hug and chocolate!

Pamplemousse said...

I am so sorry to hear this, S. Take care of you.

cat said...

Sending you love. I'm around if you want to bitch or chat or anything. *hugs*

lola said...

There are no good words except that it fucking sucks, and I'm so sorry.

Heather said...

I'm so sorry!

Watson said...

Shit.

I am so, so sorry.

seattlegal said...

I know saying I'm sorry won't make things better, but I am truly sorry. I wish there was something I could to make it all better for all of us.

Anna said...

I am so, so sorry. That just sucks. Damn.

Inglewood said...

Crap, so sorry.

Artblog said...

Really, really, really sorry it didnt work for you, you deserved it to work. ..

have that glass of wine, that you deserve too...

KIMMER said...

I'm so sorry, I hope you enjoyed your wine, valium, and all the other stuff.
Just fucking sucks. If we were closer I would come over and go on a huge bender with you!

Anonymous said...

I read about you in the WSJ yesterday. I'm with you, and I'm sorry. It's so, so tough.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry that you are having to go through this. My thoughts are with you.

dawn

Babyblue said...

Don't just have a glass of wine, have the whole bottle! The Big F@#%ing Negative SUCKS!
So sorry. :(