Nursey P just called.
The beta was negative, so I'm not pregnant.
I had a feeling that I wasn't, not that I was being negative, but I just had that weird feeling-I guess that I was right.
Fuck. This was the closest I've ever been to being pregnant, and now it's over. I meet with the RE on Friday to discuss the cycle-I mean, what's to discuss? It didn't work.......isn't that obvious?
I'm just so damn tired of all of this. I don't think that I can do this again.
I feel like I'm close to a nervous breakdown.
I hate my body-it's just another form of betrayal, as far as I'm concerned.
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Crap and double crap. I'm here if you want to chat or scream or whatever. I know how mad you are. Wish that there was anything to say or do to make it better. Sending you love and will be thinking of you.
I'm so sorry. :( I wish I could make things better. Lots of hugs. :( :( :(
oh sweetheart - how fucking horrible. ::::hugs:::::
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