Sunday, February 18, 2007

10dp3dt-The End is Near

And I don't mean that in a good way.

I started spotting this morning-brown, but still spotting. And cramping. The beginning of the end.

Yes, I know that technically it isn't the end, that I still could be pregnant; but, let's face it-I've never had a spotting episode that turned out positive in the end.

I'm not even going to bother calling the RE's office-the beta is tomorrow, so I'll just suck it up until then.

Plus, I think I'm getting a sinus infection, so not only will I get my period this week, but I'll end up on antibiotics too...........what a way to end the month.


So, the spotting has yet to hit the pantyliner that I've got on, and the only time I see the brown spotting is when I wipe, so who the hell knows. I still think that it didn't work, though. I guess we'll know by tomorrow afternoon, one way or the other.


Thalia said...

Oh S I am so sorry, how awfully disappointing. It just hurts so much, every every time.

Hang in there, and do some baking. Always dulls the pain just a tiny bit, for me anyway.

Anna said...

I am so sorry S. I was really hoping for you and Sean. Of course, I've been hoping that each cycle would be sucessful. I'm just heartbroken for you. I don't know what else to say. You're in my thoughts.

squarepeg said...

Shit shit shit. I'm really sorry

I wish I had something clever to tell you. All I can say is that I'm thinking of you too.

Tara said...

I'm terribly sorry to hear this. I've had my fingers crossed for you since I heard you were doing the FET.

I won't uncross them just yet.

Thinking of you.

Lut C. said...

Who wants to argue technicalities at a time like this. I'm sorry you're dealing with this again.

Take good care of yourself.

Alice said...

All I can say is that completely sucks. COMPLETELY SUCKS. I'm sorry.

Kath said...

Dear S, I'm so sorry that things don't look good. I'm wishing you good news today in spite of it all.

Kimmer said...

Hoping for the best for tomorrow, thinking of you!