Monday, November 13, 2006

3dp3dt: Here We Go Again....

God, how I detest the two week wait. Usually, the first week is not so bad, but, the second part of it......well, I'd rather eat shards of glass. And wash it down with battery acid. With a side of razor blades. You get the idea.

The show is over. I've got mixed feelings about it. The cast was great, the acting was great, but the music......substandard. Yes, it's community theater, but my personal opinion is that the musicians themselves weren't so bad-it was the conductor/musical director. Honestly, if you're being paid about a grand to do a job......well......DO IT, and do it well. But, it's all over and now I need something to obsess over until the beta.

I've been feeling a bit crampy today, low down, and have had a headache tonight. I refuse to look into the usual signs and symptoms, the "maybe's" that will suck you in for the 2WW. I know, realistically, that it's just the progesterone supplements that are fucking with me. They're just a big headgame, and I don't want to freak myself out. I just have to hope that those two embryos are burrowing their way into my uterus (or, at least one-I'm not greedy, really) and settling in.

We're back on the rollercoaster again, my friends. Whether I stay on the ride or end up puking and having to be removed is still anyone's guess. I'm hoping to stay on, though-and I HATE rollercoasters.

However, I'd gladly make an exception, at least in this case.

7 comments:

theoneliner said...

good luck, i hope this is it for you.

Anonymous said...

congrats on the show! too bad the run couldn't have lasted just a bit longer to help pass the time during the 2ww.

I hope these symptoms are not progesterone related, but hCG related!! Hang in there!

Anonymous said...

Well you've clearly been here before, so I'm sure there's nothing to be said to help get you through it. The 2WW SUCKS. Good luck.

Ladiebug said...

UGH the dreaded 2 WW. I too am in it and know there is nothing to be said to help.
HUGS!

Jessica said...

Glad the show went well.

The 2ww is torturous I know. Your test date is my birthday, I'm hoping that I'll be celebrating along with you!! It would certainly be my wish when I blow out the candles.

:hugs: and I hope this rollcoaster ride isn't too hard on ya.

Anna said...

Think very nurturing thoughts....I really hope this does it for you. I'm keeping everything crossed and praying for implantation. Just keep growing just keep growing...

Kimmer said...

Jezz, how did I miss transfer? Shit, sorry. Hoping this is the cycle, thinking of you!