Saturday, November 19, 2005

12dp3dt-OneLine

One HPT (Answer Early Result)=BFN

I'm not really that surprised. I had a feeling that would happen-or, wouldn't happen-this time around.

Not even a "hmmm, is that a second line" debate with the husband. Just one line.

*sigh*-looks like the only waiting I'll be doing is waiting for the red flow to start.

Hope has now officially left the building.

9 comments:

Stephanie said...

Hope is here. She knows that you can't hang out with her right now, so she came over. We are talking about how much we care about you and we send you our love. She sends her best and apologizes fr dissappointing you, again.

Lindy said...

Oh shit. I just don't know what to say. Everything looked so good too. I guess I shouldn't ask how sensitive the test was...

I'm so sorry, sweetie.

cat said...

My thoughts are with you honey. It's not fair... it's not right. I'm so frustrated for you and wish there was something that could be done to make all this go away and replace it with hope and good things.

Sending you love. *hug*

Jessica said...

Not fair, not fair... I'm so sorry.

Shelli said...

fuck.

I'm so sorry.

I SO understand about hope leaving out the window....

lots of hugs, sushi and wine to you.

Perhaps we can see you next Sunday and eat some leftovers and have some wine...

thalia said...

I'm sorry S. I guess for once I can actually, honestly say I know how you feel. Disappointed, sad, frustrated, angry? I wish it was different. I was thinking of the blog entry I'd write saying that of the 4 of us who had retrievals within a day of each other all three of you, lindy and caroline were pregnant. I'm so sorry that's not the case for you this time.

hormonebitch said...

Hang in there...there may still be hope. Like I said...I had a pee test at the doctor's office and it was negative the first time only because there wasn't enough in my system. A week later it was positive. My fert. doc. said not even to buy a HPT because of this (lack of HCG so early). Don't quite give up yet...I'll be praying for you.

laura said...

I'm so sorry. As you've already said so eloquently, Infertility Sucks!

Ilyse (FF) said...

Stef, I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope you are doing ok.