I can't believe I'm even posting this:
Beta #3-HCG-36.7, progestgerone 25.2
It's dropped from 120 to 36.7
The nurse said that it's probably a chemical pregnancy, but that she will give the results to the RE and someone will call me back.
I can't believe this-after 3+ years, I finally get a BFP, and now this. I tried to see online if there was any hope here-maybe there was a twin that was lost, or something, but I doubt it.
I want to throw up, I'm so upset. I can't even cry. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think right now.
Nursey P just called-the RE wants me to stop all medications and wait for my period. It's a chemical pregnancy.
I'll go in on Tuesday for one more beta, to make sure it's 0, then they want me to come in to see the doctor.
I just can't believe this. I was pregnant, and now I'm not.
I don't know if I can go through another IVF cycle. I don't know what I want to right now, except curl up into a ball and die.
Maybe this is a sign, maybe I shouldn't try anymore. Maybe I should just give up.